Thankful

It isn’t always easy to be thankful when the road gets rough. When illnesses, financial crisis, and death strike, I want to give into doubts, fear, and complaining, but God loves me too much to leave me alone in my misery.

He’s sent strange messengers (The Unexpected Messenger), promises and encouragements in dreams (You’ll Never Look at the Stars Alone) and Scripture. He sent a turkey when I had no money for food (The Miracle Turkey), rainbows reminding me to trust in His promises, unexpected financial boons, confirmations, and even some chastisements (Insurance).

I am unworthy of all this attention. I doubt, argue, and complain. Not as much as I used to, but I haven’t conquered the tendency yet.  

Besides working toward more trust and less doubt, I am trying to be more generous with my money, my time, and my talents. It’s easy to round up my grocery purchase to help with needy families and the local food bank. I enjoy giving away paintings (Paintings), writing, and creating free book covers for other authors (Original Book Cover Designs). They are tiny ways I can give back.

For the rest? I’m leaving that in God’s hands. He knows far more what someone needs than I do. When I pray, I leave the outcome open to His will. As a recent meme stated, I must trust that He will get it right.